Today I decided that I will not be dating for a whole year. No more romantic relationships until October 9, 2012. This isn’t because I hate boys or am bitter. I just realized I need a year to focus on myself, friends, and God. I need a year to rediscover the greater love of the people who love me instead of trying to get the love of another. Wish me luck because this will be hard to stick to. 365 days of loving only myself and those who love me.
Tonight I had to get away. What better way to forget everything than sit on the top of my friends car next to the johns creek water reservoir and talk about how things have changed and the future. I needed tonight to believe in tomorrow.